Home Of Sebastian Smythe

Seth grinned and crawled off him to find some of Sebastian's warmer clothes, changing as he wrapped a scarf around his neck and he pulled on shoes. 'Let's goooo lazy butt!'

Sebastian let out a groan and eventually got out of the bed, finally putting on some actual clothes. He found a hat and a pair of gloves. "Ready when you are, cutie." He motioned for him to come with him out of the bedroom and towards the front door. "Wanna walk or catch cab?"

"Let's walk..." He said and followed him out the door.

"Sounds like a plan to me. Don't get lost on me though," he said, nudging him a little with his shoulders as they walked down the hall of his apartment building.

Seth walked in and yawned, falling on the couch. 'Too tired. Sleepy time now?'

Sebastian nodded and hung his keys up. "Remind me that we need to get you some new clothes soon, I'm sure you're getting tired of wearing my sweats." He walked with him to the bedroom and he got some clothes out for them.

'I kind of like wearing your clothes. They smell good... like you.' He signed and stripped to get new clothes. 'I'm going to take a shower...'

Sebastian laughed a little and flopped onto his bed. "I'll be here, in the nice warm bed."

'Smelling.' He signed and disappeared into the shower. He finished up and came outside. He looked at his brother and tilted his head. 'We aren't like normal brothers are we?'

Sebastian looked over at Seth and raised an eyebrow. "I guess not, but I have never thought that, that was a bad thing. We're just really... close."

'We're close.... Right.' He signed and frowned, looking away. He moved to crawl into the bed and sighed. 'How was your date with Kurt?'

Sebastian raised an eyebrow at him. "What's the matter?" he asked gently. He shrugged a little. "It wasn't a date. We just caught up a little. It was nice."

'It's fine if you date people... I'll sleep on the couch...' He signed silenty and covered his face.

Sebastian reached for his hands and held them gently. "What is the matter, Seth? I feel like you're keeping something from me."

Seth frowned. 'We can't kiss... Or do things anymore. I don't like it when people stare... I can't be your wife anymore.' He looked away and fluffed his pillow.

Sebastian watched him and kissed the back of his hands. "We can kiss still... just in private." He moved to hold onto him tightly, kissing his cheeks.

Seth frowned and looked at his brother before leaning up and claiming his lips. He pressed against him before leaning back. 'It's not right... No other brothers do this...' He signed and sighed,, sliding out of the bed. 'I'm going to stay on the couch... It's better this way... Don't try and stop me.' He said and grabbed a cover from the closet before heading to the living room.

Sebastian kissed him back but he didn't know what to do when Seth pulled away. "Seth..." he called after him, feeling so confused. He slumped onto his bed and closed his eyes tightly.

Seth sighed and laid down on the couch. He was wrong to have come here... He counted all his money in his wallet he'd made in the past day and but his lip. He could stay in a hotel for a night... Make some extra money and... He got up and slid his feet into his shoes and headed out. He'd disappear. He wouldn't make this harder. Without being twins... they wouldn't get those looks. Ever again.

Sebastian heard the front door open and shut and he bolted out of bed. He rushed out of the apartment to see Seth on the stairs. "Seth! Seth!" he called after him, rushing down the stairs in nothing but his sweat pants.

'Go to bed!' He said and glared, hiking his case higher on his back. 'GO!' He pointed dramatically and opened his mouth and bit his lip trying to think... "GO AWAY!" He shouted and turned, running out of the building, getting into a cab and driving away.

Sebastian watched him leave, realizing that that was the first time he heard Seth's voice in years. He wanted to rush after him but he couldn't. He sat on the stairs for what felt like forever before going back up.

--Seb. I shouldn't have sang. I'm sorry. I'm alive. Okay? And I AM alright, I'm not hurt, not taking drugs and I'm sleeping in an apartment and my job is going fine. So... I'm sorry. I love you. But please don't ask me to come back to your home.--

'I don't know what you want me to do, Seth. I miss you like crazy and I'm in so much pain without you.'

-Seb.... You can't say things like that.... I can't be around you until I can get rid of this feeling. All my life when you weren't around I felt like I was missing my husband... Not my brother. I cant do that anymore.-